Maruah

Hari ni berlaku sesuatu yang tidak aku ingini. Seorang hamba Allah yang dengan lancang nya menghina aku dan memperlekehkan maruahku hanya kerana harta dan pencapaiannya yang tak seberapa. Hanya kerana aku tidak mampu, aku terpaksa menagih simpati, terpaksa makan budi orang. Kalau tak kerana 2 bulan payment ku ditipu orang dan tidak dibayar, tidak lah ku jadi peminta sedekah. Akhirnya, senang2 orang itu memperlekehkan maruahku. Hanya kerana harta dan pencapaian. Yang sedihnya, ahli keluarga sendiri pulak tu. Aku tak kacau hidup kau. Kenapa mesti kau kacau hidup aku. Tak guna berubah pakai tudung kalau mulut tak tutup dan tak jaga.

Orang bijak berbicara tanpa mengetahui perkara sebenar, hanya kerana kesilapan kita yang lampau. Tapi jangan perlekehkan maruah orang lain.

Kalau buat sesuatu yang tak ikhlas, jangan buat. Jangan purak2 concern, duk korek rahsia, pastu hantam org sesuka hati. Apa yang aku went through ada ko amek kesah?Apa masalah yang aku sedang tanggung ada ko tahu? Harap sgt ko alami apa yang aku alami selama ini dan skrg, supaya ko lebih berakal sket. Masa tu aku akan cuma tersenyum

Aku sekali lagi terpaksa lukakan hati orang yang ku sayang. Maafkan saya, sayang. Saya terpaksa batalkan majlis kita. Saya akan usahakan atas titik peluh sendiri dan kita akan jalankan majlis itu juga. Saya lemah sangat. Saya gembira bila dapat job baru, tapi bila terjadi sebegini, saya jadi lumpuh..

Ya Allah, bantulah aku.. berikan ku kekuatan..
Amin

Love,
Honeya

Minat, Rindu, Sayang, Cinta

Bulan rindu kan pungguk?
Pungguk rindu kan bulan?
Boleh kah bulan dan matahari bersama
Boleh kah Bumi dan langit itu bercantum
Beza kah enggang dan pipit
Rindu dan Sayang mesti kah disatukan
Bersatu kah Rindu dan Sayang
Sama kah Minat dan Cinta
Mungkinkah Minat, Cinta, Rindu dan Sayang bersatu?
Ya... Aku Minat kamu, Aku Rindu kamu, Aku Sayang kamu dan Aku Cinta kamu..
Hanya kamu seorang.....

Love,
Sayang baby

Thinking Of You

A day may start or end without a message from me, but believe me it won't start or end without me thinking of you..See! I just did.
Love You So Much Sayang...

Love,
Sayang Baby...

Important

When you're important to another person, that person will always find a way to make time for u. No excuses, no lies, no broken promises!

Owh..makin dekat tarikh, makin takut aku... =(
Sayang awak ketat2... awak, saya tatot...

Love,
Honeya

Lemah TanpaMu

Ya Allah, bantu lah aku...hambaMu yang lemah lagi hina ini. aku lemah tanpaMu Ya Allah.. Aku tawakal atas segalanya. Aku dah usaha dan berdoa, selebihnya ku tawakal dan berserah padaMu Ya Allah...

Love,
Honeya

My break Fasting Menu

My break Fasting Menu for today is McD..!!! Yummy.... BiG and Tasty Burger Large Set..


Tomorrow i'll be going to IB for Natrah theater show.. weeeeeeee........... I'll update on it tomorrow..
Words of Love : Pssstt....My love, thanks for everything..This picture is for you. Love you so much.. My teletubbish... psstt.. ngeeeeeeeeee... XOXO

Love,
Honeya

Harry Porter and The Deadly Hallows

While waiting for the Mcd Delivery to be arrived, i wanna update about a new movie showing now at cinema... So Excited...=)

Release Date: 17 November 2010

Language: English

Genre: Adventure, Fantasy

Running Time: 2 hours 27 minutes

Director: David Yates

Cast: Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Ralph Fiennes, Bill Nighy, John Hurt, Rhys Ifans, Helena Bonham Carter, Robbie Coltrane, Imelda Staunton, Jason Isaacs, Miranda Richardson, Warwick Davis, Alan Rickman, Maggie Smith, Brendan Gleeson, Ciaran Hinds, Timothy Spall, David Thewlis, Julie Walters, Tom Felton, Bonnie Wright, Jamie Campbell Bower, Richard Griffiths, Matthew Lewis, Evanna Lynch, Fiona Shaw, Helen McCrory, David O'Hara, Natalia Tena.

Synopsis: The final chapter of the "Harry Potter" film series begins as Harry, Ron and Hermione leave Hogwarts behind and set out to find and destroy the Horcruxes -- the secret to Voldemort's power and immortality.

Mr.Ronnie, can you please bring me to watch this movie... pleasee.... ppstt... ngeeeeeeeee..

Love,
Honeya

I MISS YOU

Miss you Mr. R

Love,
Sayang baby

Letih

Letih lah dgn semua ni. Aku dah tutup FB Account, ape lagi korang nak. Suka sgt kumpul orang pastu bantai orang? Asal, aku ni jahat sgt, smpai korang ni macam malaikat yg tk pernah buat kesilapan.. Macam korang tkpernah mengumpat pasal org? Habis situ, habis situ lah. Menda nak kecoh2.. Sakit dada ku.. Letih lah macam ni.. Jangan kacau periuk nasi ku boleh? Ya Allah, berilah petunjuk pada mereka semua ni... Baik aku senyap..

Ngangkung

Release Date: 25 November 2010

Language: Malay

Genre: Horror

Running Time: 1 Hour 41 Minutes
Director: Ismail Bob Hasim
Cast: Angah Raja Lawak, Azad Jasmin, Azlee Jaafar, Eira Syazira, Mazlan Ahmad, Putri Mardiana, Amylia Natasya

Synopsis: "Ngangkung" tells the story of a lorry driver Azim who lives a moderate lifestyle with his wife Suri and his daughter. Tasnim and Wan are Azim's closest friends and they start influencing Azim to bet on the lottery. Things take a turn when the number acquired by Tasnim by the way of 'ngangkung' is successful and it changes things completely as Azim starts to enjoy indulging in the activity.

My friends acted in this movie, Such as Angah Raja Lawak and Amylia Natasha (the main ghost).
I really want to watch this movie. Can anyone bring me?

Love,
Honeya

Tenang

6.03am

Hari ni hari kedua ku puasa sunat. Baru selesai solat tahajud, solat taubat dan solat subuh.. Tenangnya rasa hati.Sekarang ku mahu fokus lebih atas diriku..

Sudah terlalu banyak masa ku terbuang begitu saja kerana terlalu fokus pada orang lain yang kurang peduli kan ku, perasaanku dan kemahuanku, sedangkan aku byk berkorban untuk mereka.

Sekarang ku mahu fokus atas diriku dan menghambakan diriku kepadaNya.. Walaupun tak sempurna mana, tapi ku akan cuba. InsyaAllah..
To those who are trying to reach me, You know where to find me if you really need me

Ya Allah, terima lah ibadahku,terima segala amalan baik ku, murahkan rezekiku, permudahkan perjalanan hidupku, percepatkan jodohku, permudahkan jodohku, ampuni lah segala dosa ibu bapa ku dan keluargaku,tempatkan ibu bapaku di syurga, tenangkan hati ku setenang air sungai di syurgaMu, Semoga orang dikelilingku menyayangi ku, kurangkan amarahku, lembutkan hati musuh-musuhku, Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku yang tersurat mahupun tersirat. Hanya Kau yang Maha Pengasih, Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Mendengar... Kabulkan lah doaku ini.. Amin, yarabbal a'lamin....


Words of Love : Sayang, maafkan baby. Baby sayangkan sayang. Tapi baby mahukan sayang cuba fahami diri baby. Jika sayang sayangkan baby, sayang akan cuba gembirakan baby. Kerna baby sayangkan sayang.. Terlalu sayang. Cuma baby dah tak sanggup sayang cuba sorokkan baby dari orang.
"Sometimes words aren't enough to make someone feel that u care. It needs a little effort to convince them that u really care.."
"You can't say u truly love somebody when you're not willing to do everything u can to keep them in your life"
Love,
Honeya

Semoga Hari ni lebih baik dari Semalam

3.28am
Tak boleh tidur lagi...Hari ini, i've done nothing but just stay in my room. Not going anywhere, which i supposed to. Damn, my handphone battery habis pula.. Charger pula my dad pinjam. Hari ni kiranya dah 2 hari ku tutup my FB Account. Ramai tak setuju. But what to do, lemas dan serabut dengan fb. Dengan banyak penyangak dan yang dengki dalam fb. Pastu ku geram pula tgk bf ku punya fb, masih tak tukar status relationship. Malu ke nak ngaku ku ni gf mu? Alasan yg tk munasabah. Biaq pi lah.

Hari ni pasti ramai yang cuba menghubungi aku. Kebetulan battery hp pula kong. Marah-marah aku pun, aku rindu bf aku tu, my teletubbish. Aduh, susah tul aku nak marah lelama.. Baby rindu sayang sebenarnya.. macam mana lah keadaannya skrg.. Aaahh... dia pun dah kurang beri perhatian pada ku sekarang ni... Bila cakap dengan ku je, nak tidur lah, ape lah, mcm2 alasan. Kalau taknak sudah. Tak guna ku macam terhegeh-hegeh. Sekarang ni my life is simple, take it or leave it..

Rite now, aku nak focus on bina semula kerjaya ku. Orang sekarang tak pandang aku sbb kerjaya aku dah musnah disebabkan aku terlalu baik dengan mereka. Lepas ni, ni more nice woman. Aku akan a bit selfish. Tapi takde lah bermakna aku nak berkasar. hehe.. Jangan takut..ngeeee..... AKU TETAP AKU... So, tunggu aku yang dulu akan kembali dengan sedikit perasa yang baru. hehehe.. Aku masukkan picture yang ku baru untuk photoshoot ku 2 hari yang lepas. Enjoy it..

"Dont say love if me if You dont really love me""Perhaps someone can shut my mouth up, but remember no one can shut my mind off"
Love,
Honeya

Tips In Modeling

There's a lot of people out there love to pose or have interest in being a model. Being a model is not that easy. Being a model doesn't mean that you got to have a good figure, good features, nice skin, beautiful/handsome and etc. But you have to know the basic of being a model.

As my experience being a model, model and talent coordinator, i will share with you the tips in modeling.

The main factor in modeling is the face character. In a way to make people understand your character in the picture from your face character is you have to feel the character. The other way is to talk to yourself.
Example, you want to play the anger character, You have to talk to yrself (from inside), a dialogue eg. " Do u think that i'm afraid of you?" or "You deal with a wrong person" or "I'm gonna kill ya". From there you could successfully produce the best face character.

The second factor is body language. When you understand your character, automatically body language will change.

Third is you should not feel afraid, embarrassed or shy even though you're posing at a public area, where there's a lot of people around you. The tips is, Close your eyes, and think about yr character and feel like you are in your own world, there's nobody around you. You have to deal with your own fear. Again, you have to talk to yourself, in terms to motivate yourself..

photoshoot of Honeya on 24th Nov 2010

Fourth, never EVER LET YOURSELF SPOIL YOUR OWN MOOD... Example, there's a talent coordinator wanted to teach you or create the best pose for you, don't feel angry if you can't do it. Think positive. Don't give so much reason or too much complain. It would definitely distracted your mood. This is the most important. If you don't control your anger, the entire photoshoot will definitely spoiled. and you can't even produce a good picture that suit the character needed. Put aside any of personal problem and more focus on your pose and character. and DON'T EVER COMPLAIN TOO MUCH..

I'll share with you more tips in modeling, keep on reading my blog..

Cheers..!

Originally written by,
Honeya

Deactivate my FB account

I'm currently deactivate both of my fb account. I hardly believe anyone in fb currently. I used fb for work/job. Not for social thingy. FB sometimes could destroy anyone's life.. So its better for me to step back..

Mengalah tak bererti Kalah, Senyap tak bererti Takut, Tapi kemenangan dan kebenaran yang di capai kemudiannya, InsyaALLAH dgn kuasa Nya..
Sabar itu nikmat kan....

Love,
Honeya

From me to You, My Love

Love you always,
Sayang baby

Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Bermakna

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Ada ruang diantara kita
Tidak lagi se-rapat, seteguh dulu

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Kau mula cuba mencari cinta yang baru sedangkan aku setia di sini menunggu
Kau mula mempertikaikan cinta antara kita
Kau mula mempertikaikan aku

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Kau mula renggang dengan ku
Kau mula menjauhkan hatimu padaku
Kau mula menjauhkan dirimu dariku

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Tiada lagi kata2 cinta yang kau sering ucapkan padaku
Tiada lagi kata-kata semangat dari kau untuk kita terus memperteguhkan hubungan dan cinta kita

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Aku berdoa pada Mu Ya Allah
Semoga Kau teguhkan hubungan kami kembali
Semoga Kau menyinarkan kembali cinta antara kami berdua dan cinta kami terhadapMu
Semoga cinta itu kembali bermakna....

Amin

Words of Love : Sayang,saya cintakan awak ketat2...Cintaku padamu dan padaNya tidak akan berubah...

Love,
Honeya

I'm sorry

I'm sorry my love.. Hurting you... Let me go from your life for a while... To give the time that you need and asked for..I have currently hide my fb from everyone. maybe for few days or maybe for few weeks. Fb is sometimes makes things worse... I'm sorry...

Love,
Honeya

Loving you is not a crime

Loving you is not a crime...
Loving you makes me feel so happy
Loving you makes me feel like i could never had someone better than you
Loving you makes me feel like i had never be in love before
Loving you makes me feel like i want to own you forever,
Loving you makes me feel like no other girls could own you , except me
Loving you makes me feel like wanna hug you all the time
Loving you makes me feel like wanna kiss you every second in my life
Loving you makes me feel like my life wouldn't completed without u in it
Loving you makes me to be a better person
So, loving you is not a crime...Originally written by,
Love,
HoneyRon

i love you

Lonely

Love,
Sayang baby, Honeya

Missing Something

I felt like missing something. The things that i used to feel before.Damn. I don't want to feel like this. All i want is the same feeling that i used to have before. But someone has suddenly, whether the person realized it or not, made me feel like this. Oh God, Please. I'm begging you , i wanna feel like before. Can you please ask the person to make me gain back the feelings, like before.. Might be i should less focus on the person, so that i could gain back the person's attention? well, i just don't know... God, please help me. I don't want it to be worst later... *praying*... rindu awak yg dulu.. *sighs*

Love,
Honeya

My Wedding Dream...

Everyone has their own wedding dream... Well, so do I.. Do you wanna know what kind of wedding that i have dream of all this while? Let me show you....






Well, i dream of having a garden wedding concept.. It's a wedding that takes place in a garden.

Let me tell you the history and tradition about the garden wedding.

Brides drawn to garden weddings often place great importance on personal and family histories. For these brides, "something old" is more than just a saying! If this rings true, then even something as central as your engagement or wedding band is likely to have a history ... like a stone or setting that once belonged to a grandmother. Some brides pin a piece of their mother's gown to their own, or weave a number of referrals to relatives throughout the day: a romantic photo table, for example, where grandparents and great-grandparents smile out from sepia photos. Or a bride might choose one of her mother's favorite flowers for her own bouquet.

Well, it might be only in my dream. Referring to my situation right now, i might be have to let it be as my wedding dream, hard to make it reality.. I could just wish...

Love,
Honeya

TIPS IN RELATIONSHIP

There was a time in my life where I thought I would NEVER find a good man to fall in love with me and have a family.That's because I kept ending up in dead-end relationships with men who didn't really love me the way I deserved to be loved.They claimed they loved me...but would leave me for ANOTHER woman they'd marry. Or they told me after months or years of dating that I was a great "friend." Ugh..! But it wasn't all their fault.

You see, I wasted a LOT of time when I was younger chasing after or pining away for relationships that were NEVER going to work, that were ALWAYS going to cause me to feel unloved and unappreciated.It wasn't so much that I picked the wrong men, it was really that I didn't know how to recognize when a man wasn't really ATTRACTED to me on an emotional level. I didn't know the difference between being loved "as a friend" and being REALLY, DEEPLY loved by a man who would turn his entire life upside- down just to make me happy and commit to me. So I wasted a lot of time trying to be more attractive, manipulating the situation, pining away hopelessly and generally making myself miserable.

Not much helped, until I figured out what I was doing wrong and tried something TOTALLY different.I had to do something, because I really wanted that kind of warm, supportive and loving relationship with a man. I wanted a man to pine away for me for a change.Fortunately, after much trial and error, I stumbled upon what FINALLY worked.

This are the tips..

Have you found yourself feeling alone and unappreciated because the man you're with keeps telling you he's "not sure" about what he's feeling, or what he wants? Do you do MORE for your boyfriend or husband, only to get much LESS back in terms of how much support, attention and affection he gives you? Why does it have to be so difficult? Why can't you just be yourself, be loving, and get the love you want?

You can! You absolutely can.

The problem basically is that as women in modern society, we've been sold a pretty defective "bill of goods" when it comes to knowing what men want, or what it takes to win a man's heart and attract him. For example, we are told that being "sex kittens" is the way to attract and keep a man.Nothing can be further from the truth! You may attract a man PHYSICALLY, but you'll never "get" a man to fall in love and STAY in love with you, no matter how good you are in bed.We think that we have to look like models and have the charisma of movie stars to attract a man or get his interest.

Wrong here, too. If you read how often movie stars get divorced, you'll realize that looks aren't enough to keep a man in love and passionate about you.You think if you're smart and witty, he'll be dying to spend time with you. Actually, if the only way you're attracting men is because you're so informed and intelligent, you'll probably notice that you have a lot of guy "pals" but not one of them is wanting to devote his heart to you.There is something else that attracts a man, and the GOOD NEWS is that it is part of who you are as a woman.You can actually be MORE yourself than you ever thought possible and become the most attractive and compelling woman you have ever been.

No more waiting on a man to call you, or wondering if you have his heart or not, because when you read this tips, you will have that huge "AHA!" moment of knowing that keeping a man magnetically attracted means one thing: Being your genuine, feeling, feminine self.Wouldn't it be great to not have to worry ever again that what you're doing or saying is accidentally pushing a man away or turning him off? Wouldn't you love to know the SECRET that some women already know about how to be relaxed and confident while being naturally ALLURING and irresistible to men?

You can find out. And then that can be YOU. I have found one.He's such a generous,supportive and a caring man i ever met. I have found someone that i love and love me the way i love him. And how bout You?

Notes : Thanks to all my friends and Family that always support me no matter what and no matter who i am.. Only Allah could pay back your kindness.

Thanks for your time to read my two cents opinion..

Sincerely written from the deep of my heart,

Honeya

Miss You

Do u know how much that I miss you lately....
I miss the first time we met
I miss the first time you hold my hand
I miss the moment, where you calm me down when i'm sad
I miss the moment, where you look into my eyes and tell me that you love me
I miss the moment, when you hug me when i need it
I miss the moment, when you take a good care of me when I'm not feeling well. (thanks syg)
I miss the moment, when you try to make me happy..
I miss your voice
I miss your face
I miss your smile
I miss everything about you
I miss you so much sayang....

Love,
Honeya

Down

Dunno what else to do... baru je nak happy2... ada je dugaan.. Ya Allah.. Rasa macam nak senyap aje at the moment...


~Honeya~

Three Legs Cooling Water

Today i have drink 3 bottles of Three Legs Cooling water... or we called it as "Air Cap Badak".
Sampai kembung perut. haha... Well, I have to, due to my body temperature recently unstable.
I just bought another 2 bottles.. Gila, pagi-pagi buta dah pi cari air cap badak.. haha...

Three Legs Cooling Water (Air Cap Badak)

Love,
Honeya

Happy

I'm happy with myself. And I'm happy today for sure...! Thanks to you.. Yes you...
You light up my life for sure... =)


Love,
Honeya

Hiding

It's 6.42am in the morning. I still can't sleep. Well, i did tried, but still can't. There's a lot of things running in my head. Well, they said, even me myself did said that don't think too much.The problem is everything came in a sudden. Did tried to let go one by one..but i could actually managed to let go one quarter of it.*sighs*. So pathetic.

Well, let discuss it over here. Let say that you have a relationship with someone and the person have waited for quite sometimes to be with you. Keep on trying without fail. Until come to the stage that u finally accept the person to be part of your life. And obviously the person would be so damn excited after waited for this excitement moment to be happen.

But..Unfortunately, everything turns the other way round. The person suddenly giving lots of reason for not calling you or sending sms often like before or even worst, lying that they can't online at certain period where as being caught on commenting someone's status or someone inform that they are chatting with the person which is one of my friend and the person didn't even know about it. Not trying to be stalker anyway. But it showed at the news feed column and my friend suddenly told me without i'm asking them. Well, it's Allah always there for me to help me.

And why on earth that the person wanted to hide about the relationship to public as in most of the person's friend in the friend list were actually my friends which are being added from my page. Weirdo.. And I'm quite well known by the public compared to you. Not trying to be so called "DIVA" but it's the fact. Durghh....!

Well, something wrong somewhere. There's some matters that we should be hide on. But yet some situation or matters should not be hide on which is you should proud of it. Proud of your Partner, like, "Hey world, i am excited that my prayers have been granted by Allah after all that i've went through especially the hardest situation just to get her in my arm and i am so grateful and proud to be chosen by her at last". Quite weird actually. Unless you have someone else or you are ashamed of your partner or you don't want all the girls left or ignore you just because you have a girlfriend. It's bullshit tho. Can't be accepted. No way..

But then again, there's some situation that we should hide on the relationship status. Not for the reason of "our relationship is still at the early stage". Again,not accepted. Unless both of us are celebrities or well known by the public and a way of reducing the risks of gossips created just to make you fall or loosing job, yes it might be acceptable.

Last but not Least, be proud of what you have in a way to appreciate it, where as Allah has granted your prayers because of, you asked for it. Don't waste it. Or you will hardly received the same 'gift' ever again..

Cheers...

Love,
Honeya

Confused...?

If the guy loves you, he would definitely ask u for a hand (marriage),No need to wait so long to made the decision. If he gives so many reason, better don't put hope on him because he is not afraid of loosing you..


Love,
Honeya

Mati dan Hidup

Yang hidup pasti akan mati.
Tanggal 29hb Oktober 2010, nenek sedara ku, yakni kakak kepada nenekku telah pulang ke rahmatullah. Sebak rasa hati. Kerana dia banyak beri semangat padaku semasa aku jatuh. Berangkatku untuk pulang ke Negeri sembilan untuk menguruskan jenazahnya.

Pabila ada yang mati, pasti ada kehidupan serta kelahiran yang baru.
Tanggal 30hb Oktober, SELAMAT HARI JADI AYAH..! AKU SAYANG KAMU SANGAT. KAU ADALAH IDOLA KU SEJAK KECIL. KAU LAH PEMBERI SEMANGATKU UNTUK TERUS HIDUP. AKU SAYANG KAMU, AYAH...LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Love,
Honeya

Syukur dan Hargai

Bila kita ditimpa masalah, kita selalu ucapkan "why this things Happened Again to me.. urgghh..!!"
Tapi kita lupa masa kita diberi kesenangan dan kegembiraan, kita lupa untuk bersyukur dan menghargainya. Kita mungkin rasa yang kita bersyukur dan menghargainya. Tetapi benar kah?
Mungkin kita silap. Kita tak menghargai dan bersyukur. Kita lupa diri. Lupa dengan kegembiraan yang dikecapi.

Perbualanku dengan seorang teman ku yang jauh diperantauan telah mendorong ku untuk menulis post ini. Dia bercerita kepadaku tentang masalah yang dihadapinya suatu ketika dahulu. I'm listening.......

He told me that He was totally down whenever the same problem occurred. He keep on wondering, Why.. and Why...? "I sit back and think, where'd I go wrong..." Then he realized, that he has giving too much in a way that he thought that's the way how to appreciate the happiness given to him. But he was totally wrong. He should not do the same mistakes again and again. He should be alert especially whenever he's been given the happiness moment. And after he realized and he tried not to do the same mistakes even he is in a happy moment at the time,He's finally could shout out "Yeah..! I would never had to go through the previous problem again and again..alhamdulillah.."

So do we. Kena sentiasa beringat. Bila Happy saja, kita lupa apa yang tak patut kita lakukan. Tapi bila terkena semula, kita mahu salahkan takdir. or lebih teruk percaya itu adalah "CURSE".
It's all about ourselves. Not people around us.

Last but not Least, Syukur dan hargailah tatkala kegembiraan diberikan oleh Allah S.W.T dengan sentiasa beringat dan jangan take things for granted (ambil mudah). Kerana Kegembiraan diberi oleh Allah S.W.T kepada kita untuk Dia menguji kita samada kita Alpa atau Lupa atas apa yang tidak sepatutnya kita lakukan. Kerana kita cuma sedar pabila kita susah atau dilanda masalah. Maka hargai dan bersyukur lah kegembiraan yang diberi,no matter in what sense. Either on love,work,life and etc. Hargai dan Bersyukurlah sentiasa....

Credit to you, my friend. May Allah bless you.. Amin

"You learn how to be a success through experiencing, learning from and over coming failure"

Love,
Honeya

Aku dan Kamu

Aku sayang kamu..
Kamu kata kamu sayang aku..
Tapi mana bukti kamu sayang aku..
Aku cuba berlari... berlari tanpa henti..
Aku cuba mengelak, dari godaan panah cinta darimu..
Tapi apa lah daya aku untuk mengelaknya...
Akhirnya kau genggam erat tanganku...
Enggan kau lepaskan...
Namun aku tahu ini adalah rahmat darinya kerana Aku ada Kamu..

Terima Kasih Cinta...

Love,
Honeya

Opportunity Cost

Opportunity Cost... Cost of letting go an Opportunity. How bout letting go the opportunity to be with someone? Is't consider a Cost as well?

Love,
Honeydy

Frustrated

Some people just don't know how to appreciate other's effort for them. They just love take advantage and look down on people. I'm so frustated with those kind of people. Especially, when comes to work part.

Undefined Emotion,
Honeya

FIGHT

People nowadays tends to Fight without knowing the reason why they are fighting for. They just love to fight without thinking the circumstances that would come at the end. Example:
A : I hate that girl.
B : Then what would u do?
A : I want to fight the girl for being so arrogant
B : Did she interrupted your life?
A : No
B : Then why are you fighting her
A : She's so arrogant
B : But again, did she ever interrupted your life?
A : No she didn't
B : So, what are the reason you want to fight the girl as the girl didn't interrupted your life. Unless she did interrupted nor interrupting your life. So no point you are fighting with her.
A : Errr........

From here, A know what are he's fighting on but he's eventually don't even know the reason WHY he's fighting for as the girl didn't even interrupted his life. So again here, before you fight for something, you have to REALLY KNOW the REASON WHY you are fighting for regardless on whatever things or matters that you are fighting on.

Peace No War.!
Cheers..! =)

Love,
Honeya the Peace Lover

Leave

Starting Next Month, i'm gonna leave the PRODUCTION line for 3 Months to prepare a Big Event for dec 2010 in Putrajaya. Gonna Miss all the shooting moments....*sighs*

Love,
Honeydy

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

24 CIRI-CIRI ORANG YANG MENCINTAI KAMU

Dalam kehidupan, kamu tidak sedar apa yang dilakukan oleh seseorang terhadap diri kamu merupakan satu petanda yang dia mencintai kamu. Dia tidak ingin kamu tahu secara terus daripada mulut dia tetapi dia menunjukkannya melalui perbuatan. Berikut merupakan 24 ciri-ciri yang dilakukan oleh seseorang yang menunjukkan bahawa dia mencintai kamu.

1. Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yang dia tahu di hati dan matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya.
2. Walaupun kamu sudah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih, dia tidak perduli! Baginya yang penting kamu bahagia dan kamu tetap menjadi impiannya.
3. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya, di hati dan matanya kamu selalu yang tercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah bertambah.
4. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu.
5. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan SMS seperti ’selamat pagi’, ’selamat hari minggu’, ’selamat tidur’, ‘take care’, dan lain-lain lagi, walaupun kamu tidak membalas SMS nya, kerana dengan kiriman SMS itu lah dia menyatakan cintanya, menyatakan dalam cara yang berbeza, bukan “aku CINTA padamu”, tapi berselindung ayat selain kata cinta itu.
6. Jika kamu menyambut hari jadi dan kamu tidak mengundangnya ke majlis yang kamu adakan, setidak-tidaknya dia akan menelefon untuk mengucapkan selamat atau mengirim SMS.
7. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang dia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah melupakannya, kerana saat itu ialah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya. dan saat itu, matanya pasti berkaca. kerana saat bersamamu itu tidak boleh berulang selalu.
8. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingati setiap kata-kata yang kamu ucapkan, bahkan mungkin kata-kata yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. Kerana dia menyematkan kata-katamu di hatinya, berapa banyak kata-kata penuh harapan yang kau tuturkan padanya, dan akhirnya kau musnahkan? Pasti kau lupa, tetapi bukan orang yang mencintai kamu.
9. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajar menggemari lagu-lagu kegemaran kamu, bahkan mungkin meminjam CD milik kamu, kerana dia ingin tahu apa kegemaran kamu – kesukaan kamu kesukaannya juga, walaupun sukar meminati kesukaan kamu, tapi akhirnya dia berjaya.
10. Kalau kali terakhir kalian bertemu kamu mungkin sedang selesema, atau batuk-batuk, dia akan sentiasa mengirim SMS atau menelefon untuk bertanya keadaan kamu – kerana dia bimbangkan tentang kamu, peduli tentang kamu.
11. Jika kamu mengatakan akan menghadapi ujian, dia akan menanyakan bila ujian itu berlangsung, dan saat harinya tiba dia akan mengirimkan SMS ‘good luck’ untuk memberi semangat kepada kamu.
12. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa, tetapi baginya barang itu sangat istimewa.
13. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiam sesaat, ketika sedang bercakap di telefon dengan kamu, sehingga kamu menjadi bingung. Sebenarnya saat itu dia merasa sangat gugup kerana kamu telah menggegarkan dunianya.
14. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada di dekat kamu dan ingin menghabiskan hari-harinya hanya dengan kamu.
15. Jika suatu saat kamu harus pindah ke daerah lain, dia akan sentiasa memberikan nasihat agar kamu waspada dengan persekitaran yang boleh membawa pengaruh buruk kepada kamu dan jauh.
16. Dihatinya dia benar-benar takut kehilangan kamu, pernah dengar ‘jauh dimata, dekat dihati?’
17. Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada seperti seorang kekasih.
18. Orang yang mencintai kamu sering melakukan hal-hal yang SENGAL seperti menelefon kamu 100 kali dalam masa sehari. Atau mengejutkan kamu di tengah malam dengan mengirim SMS. Sebenarnya ketika itu dia sedang memikirkan kamu.
19. Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang-kadang merindukan kamu dan melakukan hal-hal yang membuat kamu pening kepala. Namun ketika kamu mengatakan tindakannya itu membuat kamu terganggu dia akan minta maaf dan tak akan melakukannya lagi.
20. Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimu sesuatu maka ia akan mengajarimu dengan sabar walaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh di dunia! Bahkan dia begitu gembira kerana dapat membantu kamu. Dia tidak pernah mengelak dari menunaikan permintaan kamu walau sesukar mana permintaan mu.
21. Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka nama kamu akan menghiasi sebahagian besar INBOX-nya. Dia masih menyimpan SMS-SMS dari kamu walaupun ia kamu kirim berbulan-bulan atau bertahun-tahun yang lalu. Dia juga menyimpan surat-surat kamu di tempat khas dan segala pemberian kamu menjadi benda-benda berharga buatnya.
22. Dan jika kamu cuba menjauhkan diri daripadanya atau memberi reaksi menolaknya, dia akan menyedarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupan kamu, walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya.
23. Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan dia akan ada menunggu kamu kerana sebenarnya dia tak pernah mencari orang lain, dia sentiasa menunggu kamu.
24. Orang yang begitu mencintaimu, tidak pernah memaksa kamu memberinya sebab dan alasan, walaupun hatinya meronta ingin mengetahui, kerana dia tidak mahu kamu terbeban dengan karenahnya. Saat kau pinta dia berlalu, dia pergi tanpa menyalahkan kamu, kerana dia benar-benar mengerti apa itu cinta.

“Pernah adakah orang yang berbuat seperti di atas kepada kamu? Jika ada, jangan pernah mensia-siakan orang tersebut… Kamu akan menyesal nanti!”

30 Perkara Perempuan Tak Sempat Beritahu Lelaki

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diriwanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akanlakukan apa saja

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan i! ni dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

Natural

I'm proud to be myself. no need to be beautiful nor sexy to make you to love me. I'm just being myself with respect on each other....=) ♥ ♥ ♥
Love, Honeya

Disappear

"Sometimes, i just want to disappear and see if anyone would miss me"

Salam Ramadhan....

Love,
Honeya

Love

"Love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again"

Selamat Bersahur everyone.. especially to you.. i miss you ladybird

XOXO

Love,
Honeya

Tidak pernah Lupa

Kenapa kita mesti lupakan orang yang pernah kita sayang
Kenapa kita mesti lupakan kenangan manis bersama orang itu
Sedangkan ianya boleh membuat kita lebih matang..

Saya tak pernah lupakan awak
Saya tak pernah lupakan kenangan manis bersama awak
tak pernah awak...
walaupun kita tidak lagi bersama...

Love,

Honeya

CHENTA part 2

"Jasmine..!"

Jasmine menoleh. Akan tetapi tiada siapa disitu. Dia seperti mengenali suara itu. Seperti suara...

"ah.. biarkanlah. Tak mungkin dia"

Jasmine sampai ke rumah nya terus mencari ibu nya. Tiada! Di dapur pun tiada...

"Ibu..! Ibu..! Ibu kat mana...!"

Jasmine merasa pelik. Selalunya ibunya pasti berada di dapur sedang menyediakan sarapan pagi.

"hurm.. mungkin dia berada di belakang rumah..Ibu ni pandai ya main nyorok-nyorok. he..he.."

Jasmine terus ke belakang rumah. Tiada juga. Tiba-tiba Jasmine rasa berdebar-debar. Mungkin kah suara itu tadi adalah satu petanda...

"Tidak...!!!"

...to be continued.......

CHENTA

Di suatu hening pagi, kelihatan seorang perempuan yang ringkas pakaiannya serta berkaca mata "old-school" berdiri di tepi sawah padi sambil menghirup udara segar di pagi hari.

"Oiii... buat ape pagi-pagi buta dah terpacak kat sini.."

Kedengaran satu suara menegurnya dari belakang. Dia menoleh lalu tersenyum.

"Awak pula buat apa disini ? "

" Eh,urm.... saya.. erm... hehe.. saya kebetulan nak ke kedai, jadi lalu di sini"

Jasmine senyum kerana dia tahu bahawa mana ada kedai buka pukul 7 pagi. Paling awal pun 8 pagi.

"Baiklah, kirim salam kat Pak Kassim ya. Beritahu dia, bagus lah dah mula buka kedai awal-awal sebegini.."

Udin tersipu-sipu malu dengan teguran Jasmine itu. Sebenarnya Udin rindu ingin melihat wajah Jasmine.

"Memang lah Pak Kassim dah buka awal sekarang, kalau tak percaya mari naik basikal saya ni, saya bawa ke sana"

Jasmine tergelak. Ada saja helah Udin ni untuk keluar dengan dia.

"Takperlah awak saja pergi tengokkan untuk saya ya.."

Air muka Udin kelihatan kecewa dan cuba meminta simpati pada Jasmine. Namun Jasmine hanya tersenyum dan menggeleng kepala.

"Baiklah lah awak. Jangan Menyesal...hahaha.."

Jasmine hanya senyum melihat Udin berlalu pergi. Dia memandang semula ke arah sawah padi yang kelihatan semakin masak padi nya.

"Ya Allah, aku bersyukur keatas nikmat dan rahmat yang Kau berikan padaku. Terima Kasih Ya Allah"

Jasmine rasa bersyukur yang amat kerana masih dapat berdiri di muka bumi ini untuk melihat betapa cantiknya kejadian dan kekuasaan Allah S.W.T. Tiba-tiba Jasmine tersedar sesuatu.

"Alamak.. Ummi pasti cari aku. Sudah lah aku tak beritahu dia yang aku ke sini.. Baik aku pulang segera. Ummi.. I'm Coming Home.! "

Jasmine pulang dengan hati yang gembira. Teringat pula dengan helah si Udin. Makin Jasmine rasa ingin tergelak mengenangkan dia. Jasmine berkata dalam hati,
" Comel juga Udin kalau malu... he..he.."

....to be continued.....

Written With Love,
Honeya

Kedah Trip

Tonight i'll be driving my car to Sg, Petani Kedah for shooting
The shooting will take about 5 days in tikam Batu, Sg.Petani, Kedah starting 13th August(Fri)
It's for a Telemovie by RTM called "Kamar 5 Bintang".
Artists involved : Fauziah Nawi,Liza Abdullah,Azza Elite, Kartina Aziz, Talha Harith, Wan Maimunah and lots more.

So, don't miss me to much ya. I'll be back soon. Don't worry. hehe..
And keep a good work ya. Congrats.. ngee..=)

Love,
Honeya