"Kadang-Kadang kita perlu letakkan ego kita ketepi supaya orang yang kita sayang tahu yang kita sayangkan dia........."

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.."

akulah para pencari-Mu, akulah yang merindukan-Mu ya rabbi,hanya di jalan-Mu ya Allah,tempatku pasrahkan hidupku..

*PLEASE DO MIND YR WORDS if u wanna write a comment. BERSIHKAN HATI & MINDA dahulu sblum komen. Think +ve. TQ.*

Thursday, November 4, 2010


It's 6.42am in the morning. I still can't sleep. Well, i did tried, but still can't. There's a lot of things running in my head. Well, they said, even me myself did said that don't think too much.The problem is everything came in a sudden. Did tried to let go one by one..but i could actually managed to let go one quarter of it.*sighs*. So pathetic.

Well, let discuss it over here. Let say that you have a relationship with someone and the person have waited for quite sometimes to be with you. Keep on trying without fail. Until come to the stage that u finally accept the person to be part of your life. And obviously the person would be so damn excited after waited for this excitement moment to be happen.

But..Unfortunately, everything turns the other way round. The person suddenly giving lots of reason for not calling you or sending sms often like before or even worst, lying that they can't online at certain period where as being caught on commenting someone's status or someone inform that they are chatting with the person which is one of my friend and the person didn't even know about it. Not trying to be stalker anyway. But it showed at the news feed column and my friend suddenly told me without i'm asking them. Well, it's Allah always there for me to help me.

And why on earth that the person wanted to hide about the relationship to public as in most of the person's friend in the friend list were actually my friends which are being added from my page. Weirdo.. And I'm quite well known by the public compared to you. Not trying to be so called "DIVA" but it's the fact. Durghh....!

Well, something wrong somewhere. There's some matters that we should be hide on. But yet some situation or matters should not be hide on which is you should proud of it. Proud of your Partner, like, "Hey world, i am excited that my prayers have been granted by Allah after all that i've went through especially the hardest situation just to get her in my arm and i am so grateful and proud to be chosen by her at last". Quite weird actually. Unless you have someone else or you are ashamed of your partner or you don't want all the girls left or ignore you just because you have a girlfriend. It's bullshit tho. Can't be accepted. No way..

But then again, there's some situation that we should hide on the relationship status. Not for the reason of "our relationship is still at the early stage". Again,not accepted. Unless both of us are celebrities or well known by the public and a way of reducing the risks of gossips created just to make you fall or loosing job, yes it might be acceptable.

Last but not Least, be proud of what you have in a way to appreciate it, where as Allah has granted your prayers because of, you asked for it. Don't waste it. Or you will hardly received the same 'gift' ever again..




  1. dah pulokk.. nie kenapa nie yunk? sape lak buat u?

  2. ururules : do i care whether u feel it or not. this is my post and my blog. i can write anything that i want. Your comment showed that you don't really understand my post. why on earth are u saying about 'murtad'. u've been through it? ooppsss.. sorry.. Ahaks!

    Ana : ada lah... biasa ni. macam diary ..huhu. kecoh lak org atas tu, apa dia ckp pun i tak fhm.

  3. err.. im not talking about murtad.

    and yes. u can write whatever you want. and still i can comment that i dont understand. i can comment what i like too. no?

    and yes. if i know my real self. i may have been murtad more than once in this life time. coz murtad bukan di kira keluar agama sahaja. ade mcm2 perkara boleh membawa ke murtad ye kak. heee.. so no need to be sorry. i accept the truth.