"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.."
akulah para pencari-Mu, akulah yang merindukan-Mu ya rabbi,hanya di jalan-Mu ya Allah,tempatku pasrahkan hidupku..
*PLEASE DO MIND YR WORDS if u wanna write a comment. BERSIHKAN HATI & MINDA dahulu sblum komen. Think +ve. TQ.*
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Tomorrow i'll be going to IB for Natrah theater show.. weeeeeeee........... I'll update on it tomorrow..
Words of Love : Pssstt....My love, thanks for everything..This picture is for you. Love you so much.. My teletubbish... psstt.. ngeeeeeeeeee... XOXO
Saturday, November 27, 2010
|Release Date: 17 November 2010|
|Genre: Adventure, Fantasy|
|Running Time: 2 hours 27 minutes|
|Director: David Yates|
|Cast: Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Ralph Fiennes, Bill Nighy, John Hurt, Rhys Ifans, Helena Bonham Carter, Robbie Coltrane, Imelda Staunton, Jason Isaacs, Miranda Richardson, Warwick Davis, Alan Rickman, Maggie Smith, Brendan Gleeson, Ciaran Hinds, Timothy Spall, David Thewlis, Julie Walters, Tom Felton, Bonnie Wright, Jamie Campbell Bower, Richard Griffiths, Matthew Lewis, Evanna Lynch, Fiona Shaw, Helen McCrory, David O'Hara, Natalia Tena.|
Synopsis: The final chapter of the "Harry Potter" film series begins as Harry, Ron and Hermione leave Hogwarts behind and set out to find and destroy the Horcruxes -- the secret to Voldemort's power and immortality.
Mr.Ronnie, can you please bring me to watch this movie... pleasee.... ppstt... ngeeeeeeeee..
|Release Date: 25 November 2010|
Director: Ismail Bob Hasim
Cast: Angah Raja Lawak, Azad Jasmin, Azlee Jaafar, Eira Syazira, Mazlan Ahmad, Putri Mardiana, Amylia Natasya
Synopsis: "Ngangkung" tells the story of a lorry driver Azim who lives a moderate lifestyle with his wife Suri and his daughter. Tasnim and Wan are Azim's closest friends and they start influencing Azim to bet on the lottery. Things take a turn when the number acquired by Tasnim by the way of 'ngangkung' is successful and it changes things completely as Azim starts to enjoy indulging in the activity.
My friends acted in this movie, Such as Angah Raja Lawak and Amylia Natasha (the main ghost).
I really want to watch this movie. Can anyone bring me?
Sudah terlalu banyak masa ku terbuang begitu saja kerana terlalu fokus pada orang lain yang kurang peduli kan ku, perasaanku dan kemahuanku, sedangkan aku byk berkorban untuk mereka.
Sekarang ku mahu fokus atas diriku dan menghambakan diriku kepadaNya.. Walaupun tak sempurna mana, tapi ku akan cuba. InsyaAllah..
To those who are trying to reach me, You know where to find me if you really need me
Ya Allah, terima lah ibadahku,terima segala amalan baik ku, murahkan rezekiku, permudahkan perjalanan hidupku, percepatkan jodohku, permudahkan jodohku, ampuni lah segala dosa ibu bapa ku dan keluargaku,tempatkan ibu bapaku di syurga, tenangkan hati ku setenang air sungai di syurgaMu, Semoga orang dikelilingku menyayangi ku, kurangkan amarahku, lembutkan hati musuh-musuhku, Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku yang tersurat mahupun tersirat. Hanya Kau yang Maha Pengasih, Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Mendengar... Kabulkan lah doaku ini.. Amin, yarabbal a'lamin....
Words of Love : Sayang, maafkan baby. Baby sayangkan sayang. Tapi baby mahukan sayang cuba fahami diri baby. Jika sayang sayangkan baby, sayang akan cuba gembirakan baby. Kerna baby sayangkan sayang.. Terlalu sayang. Cuma baby dah tak sanggup sayang cuba sorokkan baby dari orang.
"Sometimes words aren't enough to make someone feel that u care. It needs a little effort to convince them that u really care.."
"You can't say u truly love somebody when you're not willing to do everything u can to keep them in your life"
Tak boleh tidur lagi...Hari ini, i've done nothing but just stay in my room. Not going anywhere, which i supposed to. Damn, my handphone battery habis pula.. Charger pula my dad pinjam. Hari ni kiranya dah 2 hari ku tutup my FB Account. Ramai tak setuju. But what to do, lemas dan serabut dengan fb. Dengan banyak penyangak dan yang dengki dalam fb. Pastu ku geram pula tgk bf ku punya fb, masih tak tukar status relationship. Malu ke nak ngaku ku ni gf mu? Alasan yg tk munasabah. Biaq pi lah.
Hari ni pasti ramai yang cuba menghubungi aku. Kebetulan battery hp pula kong. Marah-marah aku pun, aku rindu bf aku tu, my teletubbish. Aduh, susah tul aku nak marah lelama.. Baby rindu sayang sebenarnya.. macam mana lah keadaannya skrg.. Aaahh... dia pun dah kurang beri perhatian pada ku sekarang ni... Bila cakap dengan ku je, nak tidur lah, ape lah, mcm2 alasan. Kalau taknak sudah. Tak guna ku macam terhegeh-hegeh. Sekarang ni my life is simple, take it or leave it..
Rite now, aku nak focus on bina semula kerjaya ku. Orang sekarang tak pandang aku sbb kerjaya aku dah musnah disebabkan aku terlalu baik dengan mereka. Lepas ni, ni more nice woman. Aku akan a bit selfish. Tapi takde lah bermakna aku nak berkasar. hehe.. Jangan takut..ngeeee..... AKU TETAP AKU... So, tunggu aku yang dulu akan kembali dengan sedikit perasa yang baru. hehehe.. Aku masukkan picture yang ku baru untuk photoshoot ku 2 hari yang lepas. Enjoy it..
"Dont say love if me if You dont really love me""Perhaps someone can shut my mouth up, but remember no one can shut my mind off"
Friday, November 26, 2010
As my experience being a model, model and talent coordinator, i will share with you the tips in modeling.
The main factor in modeling is the face character. In a way to make people understand your character in the picture from your face character is you have to feel the character. The other way is to talk to yourself.
Example, you want to play the anger character, You have to talk to yrself (from inside), a dialogue eg. " Do u think that i'm afraid of you?" or "You deal with a wrong person" or "I'm gonna kill ya". From there you could successfully produce the best face character.
The second factor is body language. When you understand your character, automatically body language will change.
Third is you should not feel afraid, embarrassed or shy even though you're posing at a public area, where there's a lot of people around you. The tips is, Close your eyes, and think about yr character and feel like you are in your own world, there's nobody around you. You have to deal with your own fear. Again, you have to talk to yourself, in terms to motivate yourself..
EVER LET YOURSELF SPOIL YOUR OWN MOOD... Example, there's a talent coordinator wanted to teach you or create the best pose for you, don't feel angry if you can't do it. Think positive. Don't give so much reason or too much complain. It would definitely distracted your mood. This is the most important. If you don't control your anger, the entire photoshoot will definitely spoiled. and you can't even produce a good picture that suit the character needed. Put aside any of personal problem and more focus on your pose and character. and DON'T EVER COMPLAIN TOO MUCH..
I'll share with you more tips in modeling, keep on reading my blog..
Originally written by,
Mengalah tak bererti Kalah, Senyap tak bererti Takut, Tapi kemenangan dan kebenaran yang di capai kemudiannya, InsyaALLAH dgn kuasa Nya..
Sabar itu nikmat kan....
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Ada ruang diantara kita
Tidak lagi se-rapat, seteguh dulu
Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Kau mula cuba mencari cinta yang baru sedangkan aku setia di sini menunggu
Kau mula mempertikaikan cinta antara kita
Kau mula mempertikaikan aku
Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Kau mula renggang dengan ku
Kau mula menjauhkan hatimu padaku
Kau mula menjauhkan dirimu dariku
Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Tiada lagi kata2 cinta yang kau sering ucapkan padaku
Tiada lagi kata-kata semangat dari kau untuk kita terus memperteguhkan hubungan dan cinta kita
Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Aku berdoa pada Mu Ya Allah
Semoga Kau teguhkan hubungan kami kembali
Semoga Kau menyinarkan kembali cinta antara kami berdua dan cinta kami terhadapMu
Semoga cinta itu kembali bermakna....
Words of Love : Sayang,saya cintakan awak ketat2...Cintaku padamu dan padaNya tidak akan berubah...
Thursday, November 18, 2010
I'm sorry my love.. Hurting you... Let me go from your life for a while... To give the time that you need and asked for..I have currently hide my fb from everyone. maybe for few days or maybe for few weeks. Fb is sometimes makes things worse... I'm sorry...
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Loving you is not a crime...
Loving you makes me feel so happy
Loving you makes me feel like i could never had someone better than you
Loving you makes me feel like i had never be in love before
Loving you makes me feel like i want to own you forever,
Loving you makes me feel like no other girls could own you , except me
Loving you makes me feel like wanna hug you all the time
Loving you makes me feel like wanna kiss you every second in my life
Loving you makes me feel like my life wouldn't completed without u in it
Loving you makes me to be a better person
So, loving you is not a crime...Originally written by,
Monday, November 15, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Well, i dream of having a garden wedding concept.. It's a wedding that takes place in a garden.
Let me tell you the history and tradition about the garden wedding.
Brides drawn to garden weddings often place great importance on personal and family histories. For these brides, "something old" is more than just a saying! If this rings true, then even something as central as your engagement or wedding band is likely to have a history ... like a stone or setting that once belonged to a grandmother. Some brides pin a piece of their mother's gown to their own, or weave a number of referrals to relatives throughout the day: a romantic photo table, for example, where grandparents and great-grandparents smile out from sepia photos. Or a bride might choose one of her mother's favorite flowers for her own bouquet.
Well, it might be only in my dream. Referring to my situation right now, i might be have to let it be as my wedding dream, hard to make it reality.. I could just wish...
Saturday, November 13, 2010
You see, I wasted a LOT of time when I was younger chasing after or pining away for relationships that were NEVER going to work, that were ALWAYS going to cause me to feel unloved and unappreciated.It wasn't so much that I picked the wrong men, it was really that I didn't know how to recognize when a man wasn't really ATTRACTED to me on an emotional level. I didn't know the difference between being loved "as a friend" and being REALLY, DEEPLY loved by a man who would turn his entire life upside- down just to make me happy and commit to me. So I wasted a lot of time trying to be more attractive, manipulating the situation, pining away hopelessly and generally making myself miserable.
Not much helped, until I figured out what I was doing wrong and tried something TOTALLY different.I had to do something, because I really wanted that kind of warm, supportive and loving relationship with a man. I wanted a man to pine away for me for a change.Fortunately, after much trial and error, I stumbled upon what FINALLY worked.
This are the tips..
Have you found yourself feeling alone and unappreciated because the man you're with keeps telling you he's "not sure" about what he's feeling, or what he wants? Do you do MORE for your boyfriend or husband, only to get much LESS back in terms of how much support, attention and affection he gives you? Why does it have to be so difficult? Why can't you just be yourself, be loving, and get the love you want?
You can! You absolutely can.
The problem basically is that as women in modern society, we've been sold a pretty defective "bill of goods" when it comes to knowing what men want, or what it takes to win a man's heart and attract him. For example, we are told that being "sex kittens" is the way to attract and keep a man.Nothing can be further from the truth! You may attract a man PHYSICALLY, but you'll never "get" a man to fall in love and STAY in love with you, no matter how good you are in bed.We think that we have to look like models and have the charisma of movie stars to attract a man or get his interest.
Wrong here, too. If you read how often movie stars get divorced, you'll realize that looks aren't enough to keep a man in love and passionate about you.You think if you're smart and witty, he'll be dying to spend time with you. Actually, if the only way you're attracting men is because you're so informed and intelligent, you'll probably notice that you have a lot of guy "pals" but not one of them is wanting to devote his heart to you.There is something else that attracts a man, and the GOOD NEWS is that it is part of who you are as a woman.You can actually be MORE yourself than you ever thought possible and become the most attractive and compelling woman you have ever been.
No more waiting on a man to call you, or wondering if you have his heart or not, because when you read this tips, you will have that huge "AHA!" moment of knowing that keeping a man magnetically attracted means one thing: Being your genuine, feeling, feminine self.Wouldn't it be great to not have to worry ever again that what you're doing or saying is accidentally pushing a man away or turning him off? Wouldn't you love to know the SECRET that some women already know about how to be relaxed and confident while being naturally ALLURING and irresistible to men?
You can find out. And then that can be YOU. I have found one.He's such a generous,supportive and a caring man i ever met. I have found someone that i love and love me the way i love him. And how bout You?
Notes : Thanks to all my friends and Family that always support me no matter what and no matter who i am.. Only Allah could pay back your kindness.
Thanks for your time to read my two cents opinion..
Sincerely written from the deep of my heart,
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Do u know how much that I miss you lately....
I miss the first time we met
I miss the first time you hold my hand
I miss the moment, where you calm me down when i'm sad
I miss the moment, where you look into my eyes and tell me that you love me
I miss the moment, when you hug me when i need it
I miss the moment, when you take a good care of me when I'm not feeling well. (thanks syg)
I miss the moment, when you try to make me happy..
I miss your voice
I miss your face
I miss your smile
I miss everything about you
I miss you so much sayang....
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
Sampai kembung perut. haha... Well, I have to, due to my body temperature recently unstable.
I just bought another 2 bottles.. Gila, pagi-pagi buta dah pi cari air cap badak.. haha...
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Well, let discuss it over here. Let say that you have a relationship with someone and the person have waited for quite sometimes to be with you. Keep on trying without fail. Until come to the stage that u finally accept the person to be part of your life. And obviously the person would be so damn excited after waited for this excitement moment to be happen.
But..Unfortunately, everything turns the other way round. The person suddenly giving lots of reason for not calling you or sending sms often like before or even worst, lying that they can't online at certain period where as being caught on commenting someone's status or someone inform that they are chatting with the person which is one of my friend and the person didn't even know about it. Not trying to be stalker anyway. But it showed at the news feed column and my friend suddenly told me without i'm asking them. Well, it's Allah always there for me to help me.
And why on earth that the person wanted to hide about the relationship to public as in most of the person's friend in the friend list were actually my friends which are being added from my page. Weirdo.. And I'm quite well known by the public compared to you. Not trying to be so called "DIVA" but it's the fact. Durghh....!
Well, something wrong somewhere. There's some matters that we should be hide on. But yet some situation or matters should not be hide on which is you should proud of it. Proud of your Partner, like, "Hey world, i am excited that my prayers have been granted by Allah after all that i've went through especially the hardest situation just to get her in my arm and i am so grateful and proud to be chosen by her at last". Quite weird actually. Unless you have someone else or you are ashamed of your partner or you don't want all the girls left or ignore you just because you have a girlfriend. It's bullshit tho. Can't be accepted. No way..
But then again, there's some situation that we should hide on the relationship status. Not for the reason of "our relationship is still at the early stage". Again,not accepted. Unless both of us are celebrities or well known by the public and a way of reducing the risks of gossips created just to make you fall or loosing job, yes it might be acceptable.
Last but not Least, be proud of what you have in a way to appreciate it, where as Allah has granted your prayers because of, you asked for it. Don't waste it. Or you will hardly received the same 'gift' ever again..