"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.."

akulah para pencari-Mu, akulah yang merindukan-Mu ya rabbi,hanya di jalan-Mu ya Allah,tempatku pasrahkan hidupku..

*PLEASE DO MIND YR WORDS if u wanna write a comment. BERSIHKAN HATI & MINDA dahulu sblum komen. Think +ve. TQ.*

Monday, December 7, 2009

7th is coming again..

My phone's alarm ringing..
I saw something showing on da screen.
Reminder..
ahh.....
Wanted to tell you something... but... ahh. forget bout it..
you wouldn't even care..
yet u would mad at me like always if u hear dat..
ahh....forget bout it....
is time for me to let it go...
i have to let go the '7th'
I have made my mind to move on..
don't you honey..?
be strong honey..
there's someone somewhere that might be missing you more than him...
Yeah.. bye '7th'... I have waited so long...so it's time for me to say good bye...
I don't want to.. but i have to.... I'm sorry...

Love,
Honey

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Biarkan knangan lalu itu berlalu..

Mestikah seseorang yang pernah hadir dlm hdup..
kita biarkan ianya berlalu begitu saja
ada yang timbul rasa kesian..menerimanya sebagai kawan...
ada juga yang rela menerimanya sbg teman tp mesra..
ada yang tidak sanggup mengakui dirinya sudah berpunya namun tetap menerimanya sebagai kekasihnya yang kedua.
Pilih yang mana satu..?
Semua...?
Tamak...!

ataupun pilihan terakhir hilangkan diri mu terus dari dijejaki oleh sang pencinta sebegini?D

Dia...lelaki itu..
sudah tiada rasa cinta..
hanya rasa simpati semata...mata..
kepayahan dia seorang wanita yang tidak pernah kenal erti lelah menakluki hati dia lelaki..
pandai memujuk rayu..
hingga hati menjadi selembut sutera..
akhirnya diri diterima oleh dia..
bila sudah menakluki hatimu...dia pergi..menghilang lagi..
mulanya untuk seketika waktu.. menjadi untuk selamanya waktu..
tanpa sebab..
bila hatimu membenci dirinya..dan teramat rindu
dia hadir..
seperti mengerti akan sakitnya perasaanmu tika ini..
hingga saat-saat itu kau lelah membiarkan perasaan itu membuaimu..
Indah..?
Sampai bila..?
Sampai dia pergi lagi..?

Dan kini..
hatimu kini sudah tegar..nekad melepaskan dirinya..
biarkan kenangan lalu itu berlalu..

Love,
Honey

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Do u believe in Love..?

I do believe in Love but I don't believe in proceeding in taking da risk to fall in Love again..
I'm too afraid to fall in Love..
why..?
I'm afraid to get hurt again and again..
Till when...?
When will i get someone dat would love me for who i am, not for wut i have coz i dun hv anything except myself.
Dear Allah, do help me.....
Help me to believe in Love again. Coz i need it... and i admit it...

We can try to keep the faith, try to keep the thrill and hope for the best!

Love,
Honey

Friday, December 4, 2009

Missing Someone

Do you know dat i miss you so much...?
I think you know who u are...
U've disappeared in sudden like u always be..
I'm still here, waiting for you...
whether u hate it or u love it...
I juz can't lie to myself...
Ya Allah, please help me....


Love,
Honey

Thursday, December 3, 2009

New Path to Walk..

I have to find new path to walk..
Can u help me...?
Work and having fun with my gurl and other friends...

Missing someone. No one knows who.. Except Allah S.W.T.
Mybe someone dat i use to miss before or currently..
You know..?
Well, let me just keep it in my heart...
Coz u wouldn't understand me...

Word of Love : Miss him..

Love,
Honey

Close da new chapter...

I've met this one person. Nice. Soft Spoken. He just alike someone i know before..
He treated me nicely. Always make me smile. But later i've found da truth. He just da same as the person before.
Why guys nowadays didn't even think of taking gud care of gurl's heart. Didn't even appreciated da opportunity dat we gave to them... Then i made a quick decision to be quiet from them.. them.. and them...
Is't wrong to be loyal? Is't hard to show that they care about us? Nothing much i would ask for...
But....
Let it be.. Let it be.. Let it be.... ;(

Monday, November 30, 2009

Weee....

Juz arrived from Cameron Highlands.
Recce on Location.
Will be bck to Cameron on this 4th of Dec.
Tired.
I wish there's someone could bring me to watch movie today..
Would you..?

Word of Love : I miss Someone.. So much...

Love,
Honey

Friday, November 27, 2009

Unpredictable Situation..!

Pranggg....!!!
i heard some noise yesterday..
Sounds like glasses breaking up by someone..
i can't see anything outside..
It's dark outside..
I was afraid..
Damn afraid as i'm alone in da house.
I has been left alone coz i'm not feeling well
All of them went bck to Rembau for Eidul -Adha Celebration
And da same time, i realized dat my family forgot to switch on the house alarm.
Damn..!!
I quickly switch on the house alarm.
Ya Allah.. Please give me strength to shout..
Then i shouted.. "Hoiii...!!"
And i heard like someone running
I quickly switch on all da light.
But I can't see anything..
All da night i keep on praying.
And my heart keep on telling me, don't go out or u'll be in danger..
And i do stay home. Inside. Never go out..

As today,
My family juz arrived from Rembau,
my bro told me dat his car window has been broken up by someone..
Arghh.. so, it's true my prediction yesterday.
Thanks to Allah, I have been protected by Him.
Thank God..Nothing happen to me..
Thanks ALLah.. Love You Always...

Word of Love : I wish i have someone dat i can call 'love'. So dat might be he could bring me out for dinner yesterday.. And bring me to da hospital..

Love,
Honey

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Love

Do u believe that i'm such a forgiving person..
I can't be mad for a long period..
And here i am, wanna say to you that i'll always forgive you no matter what..
I do admit, bad things happen were hard to forget..
But Thank God I do forgive n forget for a better life ahead.
No one Perfect.. Cause might be it would happen to us bck...

"If we love someone (lover,family or friends), Do forget and Forgive..

By Remembering All the Good Things that the person have ever done for you.." by honeya

Word of Love : Miss Someone Already... Only Allah knows who...

Love,
Honey

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Officially Missing You

today shooting at Setiawangsa.
Call Time at 8.00am
Lets Listen to a song that is dedicated to someone that is special in my heart..
No one knows, except Allah S.W.T
Miss u so much..
Let me keep u in my heart...

Officially Missing You..
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

Love You..

Love You..
"There's tears behind the Smile. I feel Like wanna give Up, Ya Allah, Give Me Strength to hold. Dear Love, Help me to hold it from falling apart because i love you so much.. :(