"Kadang-Kadang kita perlu letakkan ego kita ketepi supaya orang yang kita sayang tahu yang kita sayangkan dia........."

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.."

akulah para pencari-Mu, akulah yang merindukan-Mu ya rabbi,hanya di jalan-Mu ya Allah,tempatku pasrahkan hidupku..

*PLEASE DO MIND YR WORDS if u wanna write a comment. BERSIHKAN HATI & MINDA dahulu sblum komen. Think +ve. TQ.*

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Goodbye Year 2009...

Year 2009,
That's a lots of things happened in Year 2009..
Good Memories.... but more to Bad Memories...

In Year 2009, i learn how to love someone so deeply till i hardly can't let him go from my heart and my Mind... I wish i could turn back the time... And i promise i would make it better this time..
But it's only a wish... I know it can't be real nor to be fulfilled. He has New Gurl in his Life currently which i just knew it yesterday..The gurl has told me and she scolded me. How do i know..If i knew at the beginning, i would go from him. Away.. So Far away.He's been lying to me all this while...But i can't get mad at him..
Why? Honestly I don't know why... and I'll go as you wish...;(

In Year 2009 as well, i've been robbed in Kampung Baru. I lost my Precious Laptop,Handphone, and Lots more that cost me a lost of RM8000++. I'm recovering from the trauma.. My doctor told me that the trauma wouldn't be recovered fully in a short period. It would take months or even years..Well, I still remember the guy's face..Argh.. I won't go to Kampung Baru anymore.. Ever!

In Year 2009, I've met few people that are sincere, honest and even betrayal. Well, i hate betrayal. But as usual, this is the game that people tends to play nowadays.. For me, I juz let it be.. let it be.. let it be... And also i've met few people's that helps me a lot to wake me up and realizes that there's lot of con people and pretender around me.. Well, it's the reality of life that i have to face it everyday...

In Year 2009, I've met this one guy, which has the same zodiac as mine. He's cool and simple. He just like me. When I look at him, feels like i'm looking to the mirror. Reflected me. He's my bestfriend now.. And I know that he likes me at first. He told our other good friend. And they told me. After sometimes, i'm starting to like him. Cause he do understand my feelings and we have the same interests.. Musics! I've bring him to meet my uncle, Fauzi Marzuki. And he was so damn Happy that my uncle helps him on his new upcoming album. Good Luck dear.. My prayers would always be with you... BUT I have to let go the feelings. Why..? I can't have anyone coz i dun deserve anyone..But we are still remains bestfriend right? Gosh.. I miss the time when you, me, Farah and Talha, gathered at bukit permai. When we started to monologue. Telling da true stories from da deep of our hearts. We had so much fun.. We've made a vow. Four of Us. To Remain our friendship till da end of our breath..Mish you guys...

In Year 2009, And I've met few people that I love till now.. All my Production Team. Thanks to my Director Dak Seli , that helps me a lot..and other friends and artists. Thanks to My Bestfriend ever that i love so much.. Fareeza,Ana,abglong Hafiz,SiS Putri,Ain Embun,Skinny Fiza, Pekin,Akhtar,Dec,Sis Jasmin Hamid,Sis Rosnah,Chaonne and lots more...Hard to insert all names in here.. :P

In Year 2009, my Birthday on 30th December. Getting older. No special celebration. But many thanks to Dyeanna and Pejey that arranged a karaoke session for my Birthday. Even it has been arranged within 30mins before 12am, but I'm glad and happy. Thanks to Ogy,Qaseh Diana,Abg Anwar, Nana, Aizat and specially for Keroz (tq dear), that have spend their time and came that night.
But sadly to informed that Year 2009 is the worse Year ever coz i didn't get any birthday gift from anyone.. *sighs*

The conclusion is, whatever things happened in Year 2009, i would definitely try improve it to be a better person in Year 2010..InsyaAllah...Amin..And do you wanna know what is my biggest wish for this New year of 2010..? To get Married this year.. with who..? well, i have no one at the moment.. So Anyone..? huhuhu...

Hope that things will get better in Year 2010.. Hopefully.. Amin...
Last but not Least...

Happy New Year..!!! 2010, here i come..!!!

Full with Sincerity and Love,

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