Love...........

Alhamdulillah... U make me realized how to appreciate love. Love with lover, friends, family and da most important, ALLAH S.W.T . Happy sangat rasa.... Terima Kasih awak.. you are my sunshine... =)

love,
Honeya

=)

I'm learning how to play guitar since yesterday... practicing on da placement of the fingers.. by myself. By referring to internet materials. Complicated but I'm getting to it. Close...

"when when the fingers start to dance.. the love would be spread off.. I'm flying in the air..Love in the Air..." Can u sing for me again and again and again..? Please....=)

Smilling....=)
Geee... Thanks!

Love,
Honey

P/s : owh ya..i just wanna wish, Happy Birthday to Keroz..! May u success in wutever u do! Friends Forever..! Smile at you. Jgn lupa kwn eh... =)

Renungkanlah.....

Kita semua bukannya smpurna..

Manusia tidak perlukan makian dan hinaan.

Ingat! Allah tidak suka kita mengaibkan atau menjatuhkan org lain, biar apa pun jua yg manusia lain lakukan pada kita atau pada orang lain.

Biar Allah yang menghakimi.

Dia hanya perlu teguran dan doa yang baik dari kita.Dan Sesuatu Miracles akan berlaku. Doa dari hati lebih kuat dari doa di bibir..

Cuba lah..

Pasti anda dapat merasakannya..

InsyaAllah..=)

Hasil Nurkilan,

Honeya

Erti Sahabat

Miss the smiles of Happiness..Four of Us... "Erti Sahabat" @ bukit permai

It would be remain as the sweetest memory ever...! I Promise..
Lots of Love,
Honeya

Goodbye Year 2009...

Year 2009,

That's a lots of things happened in Year 2009..

Good Memories.... but more to Bad Memories...

In Year 2009, i learn how to love someone so deeply till i hardly can't let him go from my heart and my Mind... I wish i could turn back the time... And i promise i would make it better this time..

But it's only a wish... I know it can't be real nor to be fulfilled. He has New Gurl in his Life currently which i just knew it yesterday..The gurl has told me and she scolded me. How do i know..If i knew at the beginning, i would go from him. Away.. So Far away.He's been lying to me all this while...But i can't get mad at him..

Why? Honestly I don't know why... and I'll go as you wish...;(

In Year 2009 as well, i've been robbed in Kampung Baru. I lost my Precious Laptop,Handphone, and Lots more that cost me a lost of RM8000++. I'm recovering from the trauma.. My doctor told me that the trauma wouldn't be recovered fully in a short period. It would take months or even years..Well, I still remember the guy's face..Argh.. I won't go to Kampung Baru anymore.. Ever!

In Year 2009, I've met few people that are sincere, honest and even betrayal. Well, i hate betrayal. But as usual, this is the game that people tends to play nowadays.. For me, I juz let it be.. let it be.. let it be... And also i've met few people's that helps me a lot to wake me up and realizes that there's lot of con people and pretender around me.. Well, it's the reality of life that i have to face it everyday...

In Year 2009, I've met this one guy, which has the same zodiac as mine. He's cool and simple. He just like me. When I look at him, feels like i'm looking to the mirror. Reflected me. He's my bestfriend now.. And I know that he likes me at first. He told our other good friend. And they told me. After sometimes, i'm starting to like him. Cause he do understand my feelings and we have the same interests.. Musics! I've bring him to meet my uncle, Fauzi Marzuki. And he was so damn Happy that my uncle helps him on his new upcoming album. Good Luck dear.. My prayers would always be with you... BUT I have to let go the feelings. Why..? I can't have anyone coz i dun deserve anyone..But we are still remains bestfriend right? Gosh.. I miss the time when you, me, Farah and Talha, gathered at bukit permai. When we started to monologue. Telling da true stories from da deep of our hearts. We had so much fun.. We've made a vow. Four of Us. To Remain our friendship till da end of our breath..Mish you guys...

In Year 2009, And I've met few people that I love till now.. All my Production Team. Thanks to my Director Dak Seli , that helps me a lot..and other friends and artists. Thanks to My Bestfriend ever that i love so much.. Fareeza,Ana,abglong Hafiz,SiS Putri,Ain Embun,Skinny Fiza, Pekin,Akhtar,Dec,Sis Jasmin Hamid,Sis Rosnah,Chaonne and lots more...Hard to insert all names in here.. :P

In Year 2009, my Birthday on 30th December. Getting older. No special celebration. But many thanks to Dyeanna and Pejey that arranged a karaoke session for my Birthday. Even it has been arranged within 30mins before 12am, but I'm glad and happy. Thanks to Ogy,Qaseh Diana,Abg Anwar, Nana, Aizat and specially for Keroz (tq dear), that have spend their time and came that night.

But sadly to informed that Year 2009 is the worse Year ever coz i didn't get any birthday gift from anyone.. *sighs*

The conclusion is, whatever things happened in Year 2009, i would definitely try improve it to be a better person in Year 2010..InsyaAllah...Amin..And do you wanna know what is my biggest wish for this New year of 2010..? To get Married this year.. with who..? well, i have no one at the moment.. So Anyone..? huhuhu...

Hope that things will get better in Year 2010.. Hopefully.. Amin...

Last but not Least...

Happy New Year..!!! 2010, here i come..!!!

Full with Sincerity and Love,

Honeya

Menghapus Kenangan...

Why are u hiding your status if you wanna ignore me..
If u r honest at dat beginning with yr status, then i would go..
Why are you telling all da rumors bout me..?
Is't wrong to love you..
Yeah, i know it's all my fault..
Everything was my fault..
U've promised me, but u u've broken up da promises..
And now i'll go..
Coz your New gurl ask me to go away..
away from you even as a friend..
Macam jijik pulak i ni kan..
sedih lah...
Ini ke manusia yang selalu bercakap pasal agama..
Ini kah cara nya educate org lain.
I think you should look back to your post of "Forgive and Forget"
Analize yr own words and please, mean it
All i want is Peace No War..
nevermind... I admit my fault.
U may judge or spread out anythings bout me to yr lover, but only Allah knows da Truth..
Allahuakhbar!

Kumohon Jangan Jadikan Semua Ini
Alasan Kau Menyakitiku
Meskipun Cintamu Tak Hanya Untukku
Tapi Cobalah Sejenak Mengerti

Salam ikhlas,
Honeya

I'm sorry..

Feel guilty to someone yesterday.. I'm so sorry.. Just don't hate me....;(

Bila Rasa Ini Rasamu...

Aku Memang Terlanjur Mencintaimu
Dan Tak Pernah Ku Sesali Itu
Seluruh Jiwa Telah Ku Serahkan
Menggenggam Janji Setiaku

Kumohon Jangan Jadikan Semua Ini
Alasan Kau Menyakitiku
Meskipun Cintamu Tak Hanya Untukku
Tapi Cobalah Sejenak Mengerti

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu
Sanggupkah Engkau Menahan Sakitnya
Terkhianati Cinta Yang Kau Jaga

Coba Bayangkan Kembali
Betapa Hancurnya Hati Ini Kasih
Semua Telah Terjadi

Karma

ignorance from you would make you happy and satisfied..?
remember, Karma would hunt you slowly..
Till when...?
Till you stop..
Stop treating people like that..
Then the Karma would stop hunting you..

Love Those who Loves you.. But Don't Hate Those who Hates you..
by Honeya

Word of Love : 'Sayangi ia sebaiknya sebelum kita kehilangannya'

Love,
Honey

Chances...

They asked for chances to be given..
But no appreciation received ...
No Rewards being ask for..
Just appreciate...
Hard for me to accept anyone in my life...
Not dat easy
But when i try to let myself to give a chance to at least try to accept the feelings..
Suddenly the feelings disappeared..
why..?
Because you are the one asked for it eventhough not through words..
Eventhough you are da one who asked for the chance at da first..
But now, i've changed to a different person..
To let it be.. let it be.. Let it be..
Let Allah S.W.T decide everything..
Coz i have at least give it a try after what have i been through...
Patient is Priceless right..?
No one Perfect...
Will wait till the time comes...
It will come.. InsyaAllah.... Amin...

Love,
Honey

Perfect Love....

I'm Afraid...
Should I give it a try...?
Maybe this is the best among the best...
Even it's not dat Perfect...
But it could be Perfect if we Believe in it....

"True LoVe is not loving a perfect person
but loving an imperfect person perfectly.."

Love,
Honey

7th is coming again..

My phone's alarm ringing..
I saw something showing on da screen.
Reminder..
ahh.....
Wanted to tell you something... but... ahh. forget bout it..
you wouldn't even care..
yet u would mad at me like always if u hear dat..
ahh....forget bout it....
is time for me to let it go...
i have to let go the '7th'
I have made my mind to move on..
don't you honey..?
be strong honey..
there's someone somewhere that might be missing you more than him...
Yeah.. bye '7th'... I have waited so long...so it's time for me to say good bye...
I don't want to.. but i have to.... I'm sorry...

Love,
Honey

Biarkan knangan lalu itu berlalu..

Mestikah seseorang yang pernah hadir dlm hdup..
kita biarkan ianya berlalu begitu saja
ada yang timbul rasa kesian..menerimanya sebagai kawan...
ada juga yang rela menerimanya sbg teman tp mesra..
ada yang tidak sanggup mengakui dirinya sudah berpunya namun tetap menerimanya sebagai kekasihnya yang kedua.
Pilih yang mana satu..?
Semua...?
Tamak...!

ataupun pilihan terakhir hilangkan diri mu terus dari dijejaki oleh sang pencinta sebegini?D

Dia...lelaki itu..
sudah tiada rasa cinta..
hanya rasa simpati semata...mata..
kepayahan dia seorang wanita yang tidak pernah kenal erti lelah menakluki hati dia lelaki..
pandai memujuk rayu..
hingga hati menjadi selembut sutera..
akhirnya diri diterima oleh dia..
bila sudah menakluki hatimu...dia pergi..menghilang lagi..
mulanya untuk seketika waktu.. menjadi untuk selamanya waktu..
tanpa sebab..
bila hatimu membenci dirinya..dan teramat rindu
dia hadir..
seperti mengerti akan sakitnya perasaanmu tika ini..
hingga saat-saat itu kau lelah membiarkan perasaan itu membuaimu..
Indah..?
Sampai bila..?
Sampai dia pergi lagi..?

Dan kini..
hatimu kini sudah tegar..nekad melepaskan dirinya..
biarkan kenangan lalu itu berlalu..

Love,
Honey

Do u believe in Love..?

I do believe in Love but I don't believe in proceeding in taking da risk to fall in Love again..
I'm too afraid to fall in Love..
why..?
I'm afraid to get hurt again and again..
Till when...?
When will i get someone dat would love me for who i am, not for wut i have coz i dun hv anything except myself.
Dear Allah, do help me.....
Help me to believe in Love again. Coz i need it... and i admit it...

We can try to keep the faith, try to keep the thrill and hope for the best!

Love,
Honey