I MISS YOU

Miss you Mr. R

Love,
Sayang baby

Letih

Letih lah dgn semua ni. Aku dah tutup FB Account, ape lagi korang nak. Suka sgt kumpul orang pastu bantai orang? Asal, aku ni jahat sgt, smpai korang ni macam malaikat yg tk pernah buat kesilapan.. Macam korang tkpernah mengumpat pasal org? Habis situ, habis situ lah. Menda nak kecoh2.. Sakit dada ku.. Letih lah macam ni.. Jangan kacau periuk nasi ku boleh? Ya Allah, berilah petunjuk pada mereka semua ni... Baik aku senyap..

Ngangkung

Release Date: 25 November 2010

Language: Malay

Genre: Horror

Running Time: 1 Hour 41 Minutes
Director: Ismail Bob Hasim
Cast: Angah Raja Lawak, Azad Jasmin, Azlee Jaafar, Eira Syazira, Mazlan Ahmad, Putri Mardiana, Amylia Natasya

Synopsis: "Ngangkung" tells the story of a lorry driver Azim who lives a moderate lifestyle with his wife Suri and his daughter. Tasnim and Wan are Azim's closest friends and they start influencing Azim to bet on the lottery. Things take a turn when the number acquired by Tasnim by the way of 'ngangkung' is successful and it changes things completely as Azim starts to enjoy indulging in the activity.

My friends acted in this movie, Such as Angah Raja Lawak and Amylia Natasha (the main ghost).
I really want to watch this movie. Can anyone bring me?

Love,
Honeya

Tenang

6.03am

Hari ni hari kedua ku puasa sunat. Baru selesai solat tahajud, solat taubat dan solat subuh.. Tenangnya rasa hati.Sekarang ku mahu fokus lebih atas diriku..

Sudah terlalu banyak masa ku terbuang begitu saja kerana terlalu fokus pada orang lain yang kurang peduli kan ku, perasaanku dan kemahuanku, sedangkan aku byk berkorban untuk mereka.

Sekarang ku mahu fokus atas diriku dan menghambakan diriku kepadaNya.. Walaupun tak sempurna mana, tapi ku akan cuba. InsyaAllah..
To those who are trying to reach me, You know where to find me if you really need me

Ya Allah, terima lah ibadahku,terima segala amalan baik ku, murahkan rezekiku, permudahkan perjalanan hidupku, percepatkan jodohku, permudahkan jodohku, ampuni lah segala dosa ibu bapa ku dan keluargaku,tempatkan ibu bapaku di syurga, tenangkan hati ku setenang air sungai di syurgaMu, Semoga orang dikelilingku menyayangi ku, kurangkan amarahku, lembutkan hati musuh-musuhku, Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku yang tersurat mahupun tersirat. Hanya Kau yang Maha Pengasih, Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Mendengar... Kabulkan lah doaku ini.. Amin, yarabbal a'lamin....


Words of Love : Sayang, maafkan baby. Baby sayangkan sayang. Tapi baby mahukan sayang cuba fahami diri baby. Jika sayang sayangkan baby, sayang akan cuba gembirakan baby. Kerna baby sayangkan sayang.. Terlalu sayang. Cuma baby dah tak sanggup sayang cuba sorokkan baby dari orang.
"Sometimes words aren't enough to make someone feel that u care. It needs a little effort to convince them that u really care.."
"You can't say u truly love somebody when you're not willing to do everything u can to keep them in your life"
Love,
Honeya

Semoga Hari ni lebih baik dari Semalam

3.28am
Tak boleh tidur lagi...Hari ini, i've done nothing but just stay in my room. Not going anywhere, which i supposed to. Damn, my handphone battery habis pula.. Charger pula my dad pinjam. Hari ni kiranya dah 2 hari ku tutup my FB Account. Ramai tak setuju. But what to do, lemas dan serabut dengan fb. Dengan banyak penyangak dan yang dengki dalam fb. Pastu ku geram pula tgk bf ku punya fb, masih tak tukar status relationship. Malu ke nak ngaku ku ni gf mu? Alasan yg tk munasabah. Biaq pi lah.

Hari ni pasti ramai yang cuba menghubungi aku. Kebetulan battery hp pula kong. Marah-marah aku pun, aku rindu bf aku tu, my teletubbish. Aduh, susah tul aku nak marah lelama.. Baby rindu sayang sebenarnya.. macam mana lah keadaannya skrg.. Aaahh... dia pun dah kurang beri perhatian pada ku sekarang ni... Bila cakap dengan ku je, nak tidur lah, ape lah, mcm2 alasan. Kalau taknak sudah. Tak guna ku macam terhegeh-hegeh. Sekarang ni my life is simple, take it or leave it..

Rite now, aku nak focus on bina semula kerjaya ku. Orang sekarang tak pandang aku sbb kerjaya aku dah musnah disebabkan aku terlalu baik dengan mereka. Lepas ni, ni more nice woman. Aku akan a bit selfish. Tapi takde lah bermakna aku nak berkasar. hehe.. Jangan takut..ngeeee..... AKU TETAP AKU... So, tunggu aku yang dulu akan kembali dengan sedikit perasa yang baru. hehehe.. Aku masukkan picture yang ku baru untuk photoshoot ku 2 hari yang lepas. Enjoy it..

"Dont say love if me if You dont really love me""Perhaps someone can shut my mouth up, but remember no one can shut my mind off"
Love,
Honeya

Tips In Modeling

There's a lot of people out there love to pose or have interest in being a model. Being a model is not that easy. Being a model doesn't mean that you got to have a good figure, good features, nice skin, beautiful/handsome and etc. But you have to know the basic of being a model.

As my experience being a model, model and talent coordinator, i will share with you the tips in modeling.

The main factor in modeling is the face character. In a way to make people understand your character in the picture from your face character is you have to feel the character. The other way is to talk to yourself.
Example, you want to play the anger character, You have to talk to yrself (from inside), a dialogue eg. " Do u think that i'm afraid of you?" or "You deal with a wrong person" or "I'm gonna kill ya". From there you could successfully produce the best face character.

The second factor is body language. When you understand your character, automatically body language will change.

Third is you should not feel afraid, embarrassed or shy even though you're posing at a public area, where there's a lot of people around you. The tips is, Close your eyes, and think about yr character and feel like you are in your own world, there's nobody around you. You have to deal with your own fear. Again, you have to talk to yourself, in terms to motivate yourself..

photoshoot of Honeya on 24th Nov 2010

Fourth, never EVER LET YOURSELF SPOIL YOUR OWN MOOD... Example, there's a talent coordinator wanted to teach you or create the best pose for you, don't feel angry if you can't do it. Think positive. Don't give so much reason or too much complain. It would definitely distracted your mood. This is the most important. If you don't control your anger, the entire photoshoot will definitely spoiled. and you can't even produce a good picture that suit the character needed. Put aside any of personal problem and more focus on your pose and character. and DON'T EVER COMPLAIN TOO MUCH..

I'll share with you more tips in modeling, keep on reading my blog..

Cheers..!

Originally written by,
Honeya

Deactivate my FB account

I'm currently deactivate both of my fb account. I hardly believe anyone in fb currently. I used fb for work/job. Not for social thingy. FB sometimes could destroy anyone's life.. So its better for me to step back..

Mengalah tak bererti Kalah, Senyap tak bererti Takut, Tapi kemenangan dan kebenaran yang di capai kemudiannya, InsyaALLAH dgn kuasa Nya..
Sabar itu nikmat kan....

Love,
Honeya

From me to You, My Love

Love you always,
Sayang baby

Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Bermakna

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Ada ruang diantara kita
Tidak lagi se-rapat, seteguh dulu

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Kau mula cuba mencari cinta yang baru sedangkan aku setia di sini menunggu
Kau mula mempertikaikan cinta antara kita
Kau mula mempertikaikan aku

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Kau mula renggang dengan ku
Kau mula menjauhkan hatimu padaku
Kau mula menjauhkan dirimu dariku

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Tiada lagi kata2 cinta yang kau sering ucapkan padaku
Tiada lagi kata-kata semangat dari kau untuk kita terus memperteguhkan hubungan dan cinta kita

Bila cinta tak lagi bermakna,
Aku berdoa pada Mu Ya Allah
Semoga Kau teguhkan hubungan kami kembali
Semoga Kau menyinarkan kembali cinta antara kami berdua dan cinta kami terhadapMu
Semoga cinta itu kembali bermakna....

Amin

Words of Love : Sayang,saya cintakan awak ketat2...Cintaku padamu dan padaNya tidak akan berubah...

Love,
Honeya

I'm sorry

I'm sorry my love.. Hurting you... Let me go from your life for a while... To give the time that you need and asked for..I have currently hide my fb from everyone. maybe for few days or maybe for few weeks. Fb is sometimes makes things worse... I'm sorry...

Love,
Honeya

Loving you is not a crime

Loving you is not a crime...
Loving you makes me feel so happy
Loving you makes me feel like i could never had someone better than you
Loving you makes me feel like i had never be in love before
Loving you makes me feel like i want to own you forever,
Loving you makes me feel like no other girls could own you , except me
Loving you makes me feel like wanna hug you all the time
Loving you makes me feel like wanna kiss you every second in my life
Loving you makes me feel like my life wouldn't completed without u in it
Loving you makes me to be a better person
So, loving you is not a crime...Originally written by,
Love,
HoneyRon

i love you

Lonely

Love,
Sayang baby, Honeya

Missing Something

I felt like missing something. The things that i used to feel before.Damn. I don't want to feel like this. All i want is the same feeling that i used to have before. But someone has suddenly, whether the person realized it or not, made me feel like this. Oh God, Please. I'm begging you , i wanna feel like before. Can you please ask the person to make me gain back the feelings, like before.. Might be i should less focus on the person, so that i could gain back the person's attention? well, i just don't know... God, please help me. I don't want it to be worst later... *praying*... rindu awak yg dulu.. *sighs*

Love,
Honeya